My mom nampak my kesibukan kerja, despite the new normal and me picking days when I will work from home, but the productivity is actually better. And then knowing that macam2 benda yang awful sudah berlaku this year, my mom can still say, "Wow, ada nasib betul kau ni 2020 kan? Macam semua benda yg kau bikin berhasil. Betul2 bagus rezeki kau ni tahun." Takajut sia. Hahahaha. You know why kan?
I said, "Ma, seriously bah? You call that lucky? I fall sick ooo." I thought my mom forgot. But my mom insisted, "But your business is good, kau buli afford juga bayar semua tu." I mean, WOW again. Bukan apa, sebab walaupun apa yang dia cakap tu Too good to be true untuk jadi sia punya description untuk 2020, walaupun STILL ada harapan, tapi at this point, sia punya kesembuhan tu masih in progress. Sia masih ada concern pasal getting attacks tapi memang getting better. Tapi sia masih always sentiasa alert pasal reaction badan sia and making sure it's always within my control. Tapi INTERESTING to hear my mom said that. Kalau any customer or kawan2 yang cakap, sia buli abaikan lagi. But my mom? She definitely knows something more than others. Dia pula bah yang kasi lahir sia. Jadi suddenly macam sinar HARAPAN yang selama ni sudah bersinar, tapi now bergemerlapan. At least my mom thinks I'm doing well walaupun she doesn't know exactly struggle sia tapi whatever she is thinking, her point is always strong. Itu kelebihan mama terhadap anak dia.
Ma, mudah-mudahan 2020 kita semua akan jadi hebat. Biarlah 3 bulan berkurung di rumah tu jadi satu issue yg kecil dan buli diabaikan sebab benda2 superhebat yg ambil alih kita punya HIGHLIGHTS of 2020. Sia percaya kepada Kehebatan yg boleh berlaku. Hopes itu bersinar dengan terang and rugi la kita yang tidak pursue sinar tu. Let us do our level best! The rest of 2020 is waiting for us to colour them and make the moments Our best yet. Amen to that!
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