I’m Here, Peeps!!!

Hi All!!!!! Anybody missed me? I thinkkk so!!! Hahaahahahahaha. Thanks for still dropping by even when I was away. Actually I was not away at all. I have problems with my connection and I could not find another way to still be able to update my blog because my wordload was too much for the past 2 days.

Another Virus is here!!! And this is really a poison to a blogger like me. Because I always write something using Word and save it in .doc format. And guess what, I don’t know since when that this problem is around. All the Words document changed into .exe and I almost lost the latest posts that I have written and not yet posted. DAMN!!!

Nevermind…those freaking virus can do anything it wants, Don’t forget that the I am still alive and I can still write so much and even more than what any virus can handle…I mean, I’m sure they will find the cure in no time. Hehe. So I won’t let this SMALL? problem disturb me cos I have bigger things in mind.

Actually, so banyak kerja belum finish and then I know that for this blog alone pun ada kerja yang belum siap. Erksss…Memang pressured la juga. I don’t even have time for myself oh lately. Yesterday I was planning to go shopping, but I was only done with my work (and had to called it a day even with so many unfinished works), kelam kabut lagi mau pulang…Doiiiii…sesak nafas sia ba guys. And then, pantang dapat landing di bed, mesti nap berjam-jam – So different with before when I used to have insomnia, nasib baik Milo is my sleeping pill. Sangat berbeza oo. Maybe now I’m too tired or what? Maybe la kan. Actually penat2 ni pun best juga. Cos baru u tahu menilai masa tidur u and use it sebaik-baiknya. Sleeptime is very important ba. Masa tu la activity dalaman badan kita berlaku. But my issue is, I think I still sleep too much. Sayang pula bila terbangun and sedar yang u spent hours sleeping sedangkan kalau u buat kerja, banyak sudah yang siap. Am I officially a Workaholic?

I certainly don’t want to admit that but memang betul my commitment is always my work. Best juga macam ni. You feel like you’re useful ba kan? Hehehehe. Anyway, my aim is – I want to get better returns sebab then only it’s fair for me. Kepuasan tu kepuasan juga, but if I can get more, of course I want more. Well, I’m just as greedy as you guys baa…Yup, you’re not alone! Hahahaahahahahahahahah :PP

Okay, I have to leave you guys here. I just write this note to say Hi to all and… I miss you guys TOO!! (Thanks for missing me! Heheheehe )

NOTE: Dalam kehidupan sehari-hari tu, biasalah kalau ada tegigit lidah, tersalah cakap, tersilap paham…itu semua Lumrah. Jadi pandai2 kita ja camana mau handle. Kalau kita mau jadikan benda tu racun dalam hidup kita, kita juga yang susah kan? So kalau benda2 ni terjadi…pandai2 la cari jalan supaya kita akan terus gembira. Hidup bukannya lama ba. Sayang menyayang la sesama kita supaya hidup lagi ceria dan diberkati :)

Ok guys…I think I can use the time for a little shopping after this. Sudah2 la sia mendera diri sia ni kan. Time for some rewards! Muahsss all.

The Burden Of HiGH TasTE

Is [256] a High-Taste person? Interesting question. I have one guy friend who thought I was some High-class lady, who wears expensive things. Yup, he told me that. I forgot to deny it because he’s wrong. I wear what looks nice on me. They can be cheap, but when something looks nice on you, sometimes it can look expensive. I told you guys a story before that I wore this average pair of un-branded jeans and this friend of mine, who belongs to that “Victims of brands” category, thought I was wearing a pair of expensive Levis jeans? The secret is the good cutting, and nice blue colour and how you pair it with a shirt that make the jeans even more appealing. I want to ask these 2 questions.

1. Isn’t it being High in Taste is for people to see that you look Better than those who have taste not as high as you? What if you spend so much and still don’t look as good as other people who spend very little?

2. Or Is it just for Personal satisfaction that you are happy if you’re wearing a very expensive socks even if nobody knows it? I mean, people might think you are wearing the same Cheap socks like them, Nobody appreciates that you spend so much money on your socks, but as long as you know that you’re spending so much on the socks, you feel happy, and that’s about it? Is that true?

I mean, Is High Taste is dedicated for your own satisfaction or Is it just for the intention of Showing Off?

I had a long chat with a lady yesterday. She’s one sophisticated lady. How she dressed, her hairstyle and even her handbag, Enough for me to see that She’s very high in taste. But she can’t run away from economic slowdown from last year so it affects her spending. She used to drive a BMW car and she told me she has to give away the car because she couldn’t stand the maintenance that cost her up to RM20k. Okay fine. Because she didn’t foresee that she has to give away the BMW, she has given her Honda Jazz to her brother so she’s left with nothing. She has to borrow Malaysia-made cars belong to her other family members and she said, Damn…driving Malaysia-made cars are really bothersome. She complained that she’s considered in dangerous financial level because the income that she makes is only enough to cover the normal monthly spending. “I couldn’t stand keeping that Beamer anymore. I don’t mind about the monthly installment that cost me more than RM2k, but it’s the maintenance that is really sucking my blood.” Fine, that’s wise to think that way. Now she’s thinking of buying a new car. What car? She said to me, “Anything but Malaysia cars.” Ouch!

People know that she used to drive a Beamer before, what…”Can they accept seeing me driving a Viva now?” It’s more than just Malaysia cars suck. It’s more than that. It’s about Status. Even when people noticed that the Beamer is nowhere to be seen, her neighbours been asking, “Eh, where’s your BM?” She answered, “I want to look for a better car, so I sell the car.” That’s what she said. She told me she had to say something like that because she doesn’t want these people “clapping hands” to see her downfall. Ouch? Yes, that’s how far she took that matter. She might be almost broke and all, but this is about Saving Face. As she was talking, I nodded because I understand her situation. Speaking of a new car, I suggest her a few imported cars like Toyota Vios, Altis that are becoming quite common here – she said, those are quite cheap. I’m thinking of another Honda. If I used to pay RM2k for the installment before, RM1k shouldn’t sound too much for me. But I said, “But you also have to consider the maintenance and parts.” She said, “Yes, but it can never get more than BMW. If Malaysia cars, the service cost is RM50, and for imported cars like Honda, it’RM300, still far cheaper than RM20 k right?” (Hahahahaahahahahahaha…Suddenly something is tickling me.)

Wowww…isn’t that TIRING? You have to go extra mile trying to decide what’s best to buy because it’s more than just What’s economical, and What’s cute, and What’s comfortable – suddenly all the other issues come out to the surface. It’s not even what is Cheap and reasonable. It’s about – what’s maximum she can get with what she is making monthly. I mean, to me, that’s Very Tiresome!!

This lady is totally my opposite. I’m nothing like her. I don’t worry about what people think whether or not my purse is thick. In most cases, I actually prefer people think that I am as ordinary as possible. I mean, I DON’T CARE!! I only care about my own heart. If I’m happy, you can’t exchange it with even if you have a Lamborghini. So what? I think that if you wear flashy expensive things, you will only draw so much attention, and some people enjoy that kind of attention. As for me, I DON’T. I repeat, I DON’T. I just want to have a happy and peaceful life, being able to do what I like and maybe make my loved ones happy with what I can offer– and just enjoy life in its most original form. This post makes me thinking that sometimes we have to look at other people to be even grateful with ourselves.

Anyway, I don’t think to be high in taste is their fault, however, I am just grateful that I am not one of them :)

Si Mata Keranjang

Sepa mata keranjang sini???

/me angkat tangan!!!!!

Hahahahahahahahahahaahahaha.

Haa! Silap kamu if u think lelaki ja mata keranjang. Actually…perempuan pun mata keranjang jua baa! Betulllll…nda caya ka??

Perempuan mata keranjang ni…macam lelaki juga. Kadang2 pandai cover line. Kununnya muka innocent bila ada lelaki limpas, padahal satelit dia sudah analisis tu. Oh, kiut ka tu lelaki. Then analisis badan dia lagi. Adakah ketinggian dia ngam sama badan dia. And what about his hair?? Ngam ka tidak dengan muka dia? And then tengok tu arms dia, ada muscle ka tidak? If got muscle nampak so masculine. Diam2 dia piwit kamu tu dalam hati. Hehehehehe

Itu baru yang basic2. Bila ngam sudah di mata dia, dia analisa tu baju yang dia pakai. Ngam ka tidak, or pandai dressing ka tidak. Pas tu, dia tinguk tu seluar. Kalau sikit silap pun, tidak ngam sudah di mata dia. Kalau semuanya mcm okay ja, tapi tiba2 nampak dia punya baju tuck out, inda ngam…Ohooo…Warna seluar tu, ngam ka tidak dengan warna baju. And then what about his shoes. Got socks or not.

And then when he walks by…do you think that only the men will look at the girl’s butt? Hahahaahahahahaha. The girls will also look at your butt as your walk. They also complain is your butt is a little too big for you or otherwise. (*Lols). So actually bukan perempuan ja yang have to worry about hips size…thank YOU for sharing this burden with us, MEN! *Lols.

Jadi…[256], adakah kau mengaku kau ni mata keranjang? Oh well, macam gini saja la. Inda jua la sia mau mengaku, but kalau kamurang paksa jua sia mengaku, sia TERPAKSA jua mengaku untuk menyenangkan hati kamurang tuu…Sampai gitu sekali kan. Baikk sungguhh. (/me berabis ketawa)

Silap haribulan…perempuan punya “Proses Analisis Ke Atas Spesimen Cromosome XY” adalah jauh lagi detail. Siap tinguk lengan tu lelaki. “Ishhh…Gali pula sia tinguk so hairy o that guy…Aiyaaa~!! Yaiii!! ” And then, masa kamurang minum2 depan dia tu, jan kamurang nda tau dia ble detect tu daki di kuku kamurang that. Bila kamu ketawa, dia tinguk tu gigi kamu kalau dia ble nampak plak2 gigi yang kelihatan. (/me pingsan tawa)

And then, bila ada satu lelaki limpas, mata dia pun akan ikut that guy…dengan terang-terang dinampak oleh lelaki yg sedang duduk semeja dengan dia. Ishh…Lelaki pun pandai jua tapuk2 woo…perempuan lagi yg kadang2 lagi staring dari kamurang that. Kalau hensem dan bergaya, lagilahh mata dia ikut tu lelaki sampaiiiiiiiiilahh saaaannaa Ranauu…Nah, apa macam, ada fight ka?

So the women sekarang, more than ever, TAU yang bukan dorang saja yang jadi Subject of evaluation kepada kaum lelaki cos Now dorang pun pandai juga guna mata dorang dengan bulu mata melentik tu untuk BALAS BALIK kepada kaum lelaki. If u think kamu ja boleh mock a lady sebab her butt is too big for her, Guess what? Now it’s Fair and Square. Kamu akan tekejut kalau kamu tu, even back in schooldays, my friend sudah label this teacher sebagai “kelebihan berat” di punggung sebab she always saw him naik his motor. Uinaa…Tu mataaaa…Menganalisis kaitu geng?

Hahahahaahahahahahahaahhahaahhaha…Layan ketawa jap.

Then my pengakuan ikhlas is…Yes, I AM a mata keranjang punya kategori. But not in the sense untuk mencari kekurangan lelaki tu. I always adore a guy for kelebihan dia. But memang sia jenis suka tengok…sia nda segan2 pusing kepala untuk tengok the guy dengan lebih lama. It’s like Appreciating the view ba tu…Ha, sama mcm kamu jua ba. Tapi the guy must have something yg menarik perhatian sia, baru la sia mau tinguk lama. Ha, sama mcm kamu juga kan? Jadi apa beza antara kita?

I remember kawan lelaki sia ni – whoooa…Pandai betul dia cover line. Kalau kau tinguk dia ni, mata tidak pandai merayap pun. Asyik sibuk bercakap tentang kerja, bagi penerangan kepada orang yg datang sama dia. Kalau kau limpas, kau rasa dia tidak pun tau yg kau limpas sebab dia betul2 buat expression yang kununnya dia nda peduli. Satu kali bila sia akhirnya ada chance cakap dengan dia one to one, dia cakap dia sudah pasang satelit since day one lagi. Dia pakai ujung2 mata dia untuk tengok how I eat, how I walk, how I dress, how I talk dan macam2 lagi. Siap laporan ba, bilang si Jojon. *Lols. “How come I didn’t sedar u do all that?” He said, “Ha, jangan silap. Kau pikir lelaki mau kasi tunjuk ka?” Nahh… kalah sudah kamurang oo guys… Sia tinguk pun tidak tapuk2 woo… Apa macam ni geng?

Are we ladies are more Honest about our Wandering Eyes or what? Even in this, we can still manage to do it courteously and pleasantly in the name of PowerSharing ba…so next time, you ladies jangan complen2 dengan your man why mata dia selalu wandering masa keluar makan dengan kau – jan banyak cakap…BALAS balik baa…Kalau dia mau rasa Oren ka, Mangga ka, yang penting u buat balik apa yang dia buat – let him decide apa Perisa yang dia rasa or…is it kana gigit semut itam or semut api. If you think kamurang ja ada THOSE NASTY EYES, you guys are totally wrong.

We Are Now EVEN!! Yesss!!!!! (Hahahaahahahahhaahahahahahahahhahaha :PPPPP)

NOTE: Want to know ciri2 lelaki yang menarik perhatian sia? Senang jaa…Sepa2 yg dapat rapat dengan sia tu, memang dorang ada ciri2 tu… EhemMMmmmmm…ada la yang blushing ni kan. Hahahahahahaaha.

Have a Blessed Monday ya :)

Lori Kiut

Si Ken berabis ketawa kemarin, dia cakap pasal Lori Kiut. Aiks...

Then he said, kici tu tayar dia. Bah ya laa...layan ja laa lori kiut si Ken ni. Nanti biut pula muka si Ken tu kalau sia cakap tu lori nda kiut. Ba ya laa...kiut la ba tu lori dat. (/me berabis tawa sana pisuk2)

P/S: Nasib ada gambar lori kiut ni oo...kalau nda, paning sia mau pikir apa mau post today, cos sia nda sempat tulis apa2 lagi ni. *Lols

NOTE: The Purple Devil did it again. Itu Celcom punya network tiba2 down ba semalam. Punyalah bikin panas. Masa ni la sia bersyukur tul cos I have back-up numbers, and orang yang sia mau SMS tu pun ada back up numbers. Boleh dikatakan nombor2 extra ni la yang akan tolong kita time2 urgent macam tu. To The Purple Devil please don't act up again cos I am already quite pissed sama service kamu so far. Don't make me dump this number -- nda cukup2 lagi dengan hantar SMS repeatedly and all the other stuff yg I don't want to tolerate. (Hahaahahahahahahaahaha...takkan serius...main2 ja ba...alaalalaalalalala)

Have a nice Thursday everyone! :))

"Operasi Gold-Digging"

Perempuan2 yang suka mengikis harta ni dipanggil Gold-digger kan? Ahaa…then activity pengikisan harta tu bolehlah digelar sebagai Operasi Gold-Digging… Hehehehe. Suka ati dia ja buat nama operasi. *Lols

Dengar cerita2 artis2 kawin VIP ni…macam satu trend pula. Entah dorang sempat ka bercinta dan menyelami hati budi masing2. Or just “Sia kasi kau begitu begini…Kau sanggup jadi bini sia kah?”

Sia mau sebut nama pun, sia nda sampai hati pula mau sebar gossip yang memang betul. That artis kawin diam2 dengan Datuk, and tup tap…mau cerai sudah. Sampat la juga dia ada rumah ½ juta di KL biarpun teda anak. Nah, nda berbaloikah? Kawin paling2 lama pun setahun dua, and then, bila cerai, umur masih muda, teda anak, ada duit, ada harta… Then what? Ahaa…Of course sekarang dia main petik jari saja mau lelaki muda mana satu dia mau…Di zaman sekarang yang ramai lelaki yg suka tumpang duit perempuan, memang lagilah buat janda2 muda yang kaya-raya ni macam Pisang goreng Panas!

Memang mudah untuk kita judge dorang ni. Mata duitan lah, pisau cukur lah, materialistic la…Memang mudah mau mengecam dorang ni dengan macam2 tuduhan. Sia sendiri pun kadang2 cakap lepas juga dengan perangai dorang ni. Dan kalau sia layan lagi laser mulut sia ni…sia cakap…Can’t you guys see it?

IT’S NOTHING BUT A STRATEGY ba!!

You pok satu jerung yang banyak duit, make him marry you, and entitled you to get harta sekian2, make sure at least ada satu rumah, satu kereta mewah di bawah nama you. Cash, and then lain2 asset yang u boleh buat dia taruh di bawah your name. You buat la apa yang boleh sementara itu jerung sedang khusyuk jatuh cinta sama kau. Then after semua sudah secure…you pun mula la cari pasal…

U cakap la dia tu jarang balik rumah cos usually ni jerung2 ni semua sudah berumur, ada bini lain. Lain lagi urusan kerja dia yang ke sana ke mari. Lain lagi dia pok mau cari markas baru. Pok yang gebu2. Inda dapat jadi bini pun, mistress pun jadilah. Yang penting, nikmat dunia jangan disia-siakan.

So si gold-getter ni apa lagi. Mula sudah buat hal Dia cakaplah dia rasa dia tidak dicintai la, diabaikan lah, Selalu ditinggal-tinggalkan lah…or buat la apa2 isu yang menyebabkan itu lelaki pikir dia memang tidak dapat menunaikan tanggungjawab dia sebagai husband. Buat la drama air mata sikit – make the guy rasa so guilty and bagi lagi harta2 yang boleh dibagi. And bila u rasa sudah cukup, then mula la perbesarkan lagi hal2 yang kecil. Cakap la yang you tu masih muda. Dia nda dapat berikan u nafkah batin yang sepatutnya. Then…sudah banyak sandiwara macam tu, tertekan la si lelaki ni. Kalau u berani, u minta cerai la. Kalau u tidak berani, u tunggu dia jatuhkan talak. Heheheheehhehee.

[256] <-- besinar2 sudah tanduk dia menghasut ni urg ni (HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)

Nahh…kalau inilah modus operandi perempuan2 ini…apa kita mau panggil ni? Operasi apa ni? Bukan Operasi Gold Digging ka that? At the end of the day, sia mau sentuh satu hal. Memang senang kita kutuk dorang ni, tapi dari segi Strategy of Survival- dorang ni lah yang pakai otak. Mau main bersih di dunia kotor, buli pakai lagi kah? What they do is ikut trend. Kalau itu katam sudah jalan miring, u mau jadi katam yang jalan lurus buat apa? Bagus lagi u jadi pokemon la like that… (Hahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha)

[256] <--- tulung pasik mulut dia ni sebab laser betul. *Lols.

Sia tulis this post bukan untuk cuba mengutuk golongan materialistic ni, but try to see sisi kehidupan yang selalu jadi bahan kutukan. Don’t worry, sia pun pernah jadi macam kamu juga. Only recently I took my time and fikir betul2. Sia ingat apa yang sia pernah tulis.

“A GOOD LIFE IS NOT A FLUKE"

Kita tau bahawa jadi baik dan lurus tu adalah apa yang BAIK untuk dibuat. Tapi kalau mau cakap pasal kehidupan dunia ni, kadang2 value kau bukan dilihat daripada kebaikan hati kau. If you are penniless, dorang tidak tengok pun dengan u. Pedih memang pedih. Tapi kita mau object pun, memang ini lah yang berlaku. So these ladies hanya play along saja. Ada kesempatan, dorang akan ambil. Tapi buat semua org ada kesempatan yang dorang ada. Bukan semua perempuan ada peluang mau jerat tu jerung2 besar yang ada banyak harta cukup untuk kasi kemewahan sama berapa banyak perempuan yang dorang berkenan. So, kalau berada dalam posisi ini, maybe apa yang gold-diggers ni buat hanyalah menggunakan kesempatan yang ada dan gunakan akal.

My bestfriend told me. “I’m not Materialistic, I am just Realistic”. Which is true right? Everything is about money. I mean, Almost Everything. Sia pernah tengok this talkshow artist2 bercakap pasal hal ni – masa tu sia terkejut sebab terang2 menegakkan harta dan kemewahan. I still remember Azhar Sulaiman bagi pendapat dia, “It’s better that you cry in a Mercedes, than in a Kancil” That means, you mau cinta tu cinta juga, tapi you kena consider the possibilities. Daripada u pok itu lelaki2 yang teda duit, bagus u pok yang boleh bagi u kesenangan. If dia mau curang, dia lari pun, hati u sakit camana pun but you bukan kena tinggal lugai2. At least it is still BETTER than crying dengan tangan kosong.

Sia tulis post ni supaya sia sendiri pun tidak kasi penat2 kepala otak sia mau kutuk2 perempuan yg kejar kemewahan dan menggunakan strategi yang sia tulis tadi tu. Dorang yg buat begitu, dorang yang kaya dan mewah. Hati dorang gembira ka tidak, itu kita pun tidak tau. Tapi daripada hati tidak gembira, and then miskin lagi…lagilah teruk kan. Hehehe. At least if dorang ada anak, tidak la lari2 di jalanan, naik turun tangga, teriak2 macam teda mama bapa. At least orang2 yang berkaitan dengan dia pun dapat kebaikan daripada “kelicikan” dia tu. Sepa tau, dorang cuma perlu licik “sekali” ja, then dorang dapat hidup senang sampai hujung nyawa.

KESIMPULAN: Masing2 cari bahagia dengan cara masing2. Cukup la tidak menyusahkan hidup orang lain kan :) Gold-digging pun, at least merasa jua hidup kaya. Yang kita2 ni pula, jangan pula asyik mau mencari silap, sedangkan hidup sendiri melarat. Pikir2 kan la bilang si anu…ntah sepa tu. Lupa sudah sia. *Lols

The Mysterious Phone Call

Masa sia sedang working, suddenly my phone rang dengan kuatnya. So sia pi ambil the phone and saw the name on the screen. Takajut sia ooo!!

Sebab nama tu adalah nama sia sendiri!!! I mean, calling from the other number! HOW Could It Be???

What do you think?

My eyes opened tengok tu screen. My mind rushed – Omigawd, what is happening now? How the heck I could call my other number when my hands were not even on the other phone. I didn’t even know where I put the other phone. Mataiiiiiiiiii!!! Kenapa niii?? Apa sedang berlaku ni??

Mata sia mencari di mana tu phone sia satu lagi. SEPA TEKAN ITU PHONE???? Alalalalaalalalalalalalalalala. Suddenly ini jadi satu cerita mystery yang betul2 membuatkan sia panic.

Who press my other phone and call my other number??? Who??? Whooo?????

You guys imagine la muka sia begitu panic tu masa. Then when I gained my composure and started to think clearly… I thought, “My goodness, someone stole my other phone???” Who stole it?? Who?? How could one of my customers actually snatched the phone away and dare to call me? What, does the person want to tell me, I Have Your Other Phone, HA HA HA? Like that kah? Mataii laaaa…. Abis lah ni kali.

I looked around and tengok my barang bersepah… Mungkinkah my other phone berada di dalam kesemakan itu? Jika ya, sepa yang tekan itu phone??? Else, mungkinkah betul phone sia tu sudah dicuri and the thief was making a prank call to threaten me or what? Jawapan kedua itu sebenarnya lebih logic di pikiran sia. Cos kalau la itu phone tidak dicuri dan berada di dalam kesemakan itu, sia yakin mana2 species tikus pun nda mampu untuk tekan tu phone dan siap tekan nombor my other phone yang sia tidak save pun di phone yg hilang tu. Ini betul2 satu cerita mystery ba. Panic eh!! Indakan antu pula??? Alamakk…antu ada ka di siang hari? Mataiiiii….

So what do you think? Should I pick up the phone? Macamana kalau sia pick up ada satu suara mengilai di telefon tu? Macamana kalau sia pick up ada satu suara penyangak yang minta wang tebusan kalau sia mau balik telefon tu? Indakah pingsan sia tu kalau tiba2 macam tu kan? That’s why la sia tinguk ja that phone and tidak tekan any button. Last2 sia tekan tu cancel button so it stops ringing.

Then sebelum sia cuba menyelesaikan mystery ini…sia mencari sesuatu. Mata sia tengok keliling…atas bawah, kiri kanan…Di mana sudah benda itu? Benda yang sia cari tu adalah my handbag! Cari punya cari…akhirnya jumpa! Handbag tu di bawah kaki sia! Sia cepat2 tengok pegi dalam and cari something. I FOUND IT!!!! MY other HANDPHONE!!!!!!!

Sia cepat2 ambil tu phone and tengok. Yes…Memang betul that phone baru saja dial my number. That’s still scary. Can u explain that???

Daripada satu kerutan di kening sia, akhirnya bertukar kepada satu ekspresi yg sangat lega.

What?? A mystery solved? Just like that?? Gotta be kidding me!

After a thorough investigation, this is the outcome.

1. Memang betul sia teda save my number di phone yang buat panggilan mystery tu. But earlier that day, sia ada kehilangan phone yang satu tu di bawah timbunan kertas. So I used that 2nd phone untuk detect mana phone yang satu lagi tu. That’s why sia sudah dial the number on that 2nd phone dan nombor tu ada terekod dalam Dialled Numbers.

2. I just put the phone in the handbag di bawah kaki sia yang hyper mcm tuannya juga. Oleh kerana that 2nd phone bukan autolock, and then, I accidentally kicked the handbag yang ngam2 make the 2nd phone ring number yang paling last sia dial, iaitu number my 1st phone. That Explained the mysterious phone call!!!!

Kurang Asam punya [256]. Kin panic ja kau nii ooo. Eiiiiiiii!!!!

Oleh itu, alasan ini juga la yang sia akan berikan kepada Jojon yg numbernya beberapa kali sudah sia silap dail. Yang baru2 tu, sia telah mengejutkan Jojon sebab dia ngam2 bertapa di toilet. Apa kena si litol sista ni, dalam pikiran si Jojon tu. Tapi sia nda paham apa perasaan si Jojon tu masa, sampailah terkena batang idung sia sendiri hari ni. Iaitu akhirnya phone sia tu call number phone sia yang satu lagi. Padannnn la dengan muka sia kan guys….

Kesimpulan kepada cerita ini adalah…Mimang inilah kejadiannya kalau telampau banyak pikiran. Benda yang depan mata pun tidak kenampakan dan jadilah kejadian2 yang mystery dan mem-panic-kan itu. Jadi ini satu lesson supaya lebih alert dan jangan sembarangan taruh barang. Nda pasal2 jadi satu cerita mystery yang kin panic, rupanya cuma kaki hyper tu yang tendang that phone.

HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH

(tu ketawa adalah untuk ganti semua ketawa yang sia tahan selama menulis post ni. Sekian terima kasih. Hehehehehehehehehhehe)

:PPPP Hahahahaahahahahha Have A Cheerful Day Everyone! :))))

Purnama Yang Merindu Dan Dirindui…

If I ask you guys one question…entah u guys boleh jawab ka tidak. Do you find yourself to be in the place Who Miss or Who Is Missed? Merindu atau dirindui? Ahaa…Most likely, you guys never find out pun. You guys mana tau berapa ramai orang rindu kamu. Kamu cuma tau berapa ramai yg kamu rindu, itupun bukan kamurang kira juga kan? Hehehehehehe

Well, one thing for sure…Merindu ni sesuatu yang quite memedihkan. Especially merindui sesuatu yang dulunya ada, and then lepas tu tiada. Biarpun ketiadaan itu cuma sementara saja. Tapi asalkan namanya merindu, tetap juga pedih.

The other day, my youngest bro was sent off the airport, taking flight back to where he studies. Memang suddenly the house terasa a bit sunyi. But my bro made it easier for us cos he was not noisy enough to make us miss the noise that he made during the holidays. My sister said that nite, “Sunyi pula o kan?” – Aha…from the sound of her voice, I knew my sister missed my little brother’s presence in the house. Memang biasa macam tu lepas family members leave the house lepas satu holiday yang panjang. Kita miss dengar footsteps dorang turun tangga, or bunyi dorang memasak di dapur, or just bunyi the shower yang menunjukkan dorang sedang taking bath. All the simple things yg they did to make the difference in the house. Suddenly on the first day dorang suddenly tidak spend masa at the house, kita akan rasa sunyi dan seolah-olah something is missing. Kalau mau dilayan sangat perasaan tu, buli juga mengalir air mata ba kan. Hehehe

Then teringat satu kenangan masa kecil. I was very close with my sister when we were small. Like belangkas. Di mana ada dia, di situlah ada sia. Gaya kami pun lebih kurang sama, sama2 hyper. But my sister ni much adorable than me masa kami kecil. Sia teringat, ada sekali tu, she purposely ketuk2 tu kayu di batu and made a sound. She said that she wanted to make the sound so people remember her when she wasn’t around, for example when she pulang kampung, orang akan rindu dia. *Lols. Kici2 lagi sudah pandai saiko oo kan. Hahaahahahaha. Then, satu hari tu, my mom bawa dia and my bro balik kampung. So when sia bangun tidur, I saw a note my sister wrote. Dia letak di tempat tidur dia. Dia cakap “Babaii…sia pulang kampung dulu.” Masa tu sia nangis berabis teringat my sister. Hehehehe. Padahal balik kampung ja ba. Rasa rindu dan rasa kehilangan dan kesunyian tu ba. So not cool la the feeling. Bila tulis balik pun terasa mau keluar juga air mata. Biarpun cuma kenangan masa kecil saja and my sister now berada cuma di sebelah bilik ja. Hehehehehe.

My point is…Oleh kerana kita ni ada perasaan, memang kita nda akan lepas daripada merasa rindu. Dan merasa kepedihan perasaan rindu tu. Kadang2 macam kena hiris nipis2 ja tu hempedu kamurang that. *Lols. The feeling memang tidak best. Tapi, feeling tu menunjukkan yang hati dan jantung kamu berfungsi dengan baik. Hehehehe.

Sia sendiri pun banyak kali miss dengan orang. Sia lagi ni yg si tukang nangis…sikit2 rindu pun mau nangis. Pedih. Memang pedih. Then pasal tu la…sia rasa sia nda mau terlampau sangat layan kerinduan dengan orang. Paling senang adalah build A GAP supaya jangan sampai diri tu menjadi hamba dengan kerinduan. Yes, I know that missing someone is not a bad thing. But gara2 merindu, kerja pun boleh terbengkalai. Asyik melayan rindu. Kerja pun tidak terbuat. I don’t like that. Suddenly I started to see “missing someone” as satu weakness. The more you let yourself miss someone, the weaker you are. Sebab suddenly your emotion is ruled by the person that you miss. Tiba2 orang tu call you, u baru dapat energy you. If dia tidak call you dalam seminggu, silap2 u jadi macam tu sotong kering ba guys. U jadi tidak bermaya. Muka nda berseri. Asyik biut ja muka u guys tu. Hehehehehe. Rupanya dalam hati terasa rindu yang teramat sangat. It’s a weakness, agree?

I have to learn to be a little heartless. Bukan sia nda sayang, but sia memang anggap “kerinduan” tu cuma melemahkan sia. My emosi akan terganggu. My work banyak help me untuk tidak melayan perasaan rindu2 macam tu. Sebab menjadi seorang yang cengeng ni memang mencabar. U kena buat extra work untuk put a shield supaya u are stronger. Sebab once the tears keluar, memang itulah segala-gala kelemahan yang cuba disembunyikan selama ni. It makes me feel as if kematangan tidak memberikan sebarang hasil pada sia kalau sia tidak boleh get in control of my emotion. So untuk tidak terbawa-bawa dengan kerinduan adalah satu petanda yang bagus. Sia anggap bahawa how we handle perkara ni adalah menunjukkan yang kita boleh mengawal perasaan, dan kalau kita boleh kawal perasaan, banyak benda yang kita boleh buat dengan baik. Sebab, hal2 emosi ni yang biasanya yang menjadi gangguan utama kita ba kan.

Apa pun…Rindu merindu ni best juga ba. Cos when you rindu, u sure akan lebih hargai kehadiran orang tu the next time he’s around. Maybe juga dengan perasaan rindu ni, manusia akan lebih menghargai sesama sendiri dan tidak ambil lewa saja masa2 yang dorang spend with each other. And actually Rindu ni sebenarnya mengeratkan lagi ikatan yang ada tu kan. Heheheehehehe. So, sekali sekala menjadi Purnama yang merindu, apa salahnya.

Tapi yang lebih best adalah bila menjadi Purnama yang dirindu. Sebab when ada orang bagitau you that dorang miss you, baru kita tau yg kehadiran kita dalam hidup dorang ni sebenarnya ada kesan juga. If someone tells me that, walaupun sia tidak akan percaya sangat, tapi I feel good inside. Apa lagi kalau orang ingat semua gelak-ketawa kau, lawak jenaka kau –sedangkan kau rasa benda tu semua seimbas lalu ja.

Suka atau tidak, RINDU is satu perasaan yang menghubungkan sesama manusia. Walaupun pedih, tapi sekali sekala layan rindu pun best juga. Tambah kita rindu, tambah kita sayang. Betul ka tidak? So sekali sekala merindu tu apa salahnya kan. Heheheehe. Layan ja laaa…

Note: Kalau rindu sampai nangis2 tu, pandai2 la lap air mata sendiri ah guys… *Lols

His 5 WisHes

Whatta sweet start for another Ice-Breaking session this year!! Hahahaha. Since August 2008, who would have guessed that Ice Breaking still happens between me and my readers after posting almost than 500 posts in this blog. Hahahahahaahha. Isn’t that intriguing?

Read the topic again…Who is “His” that I’m referring to? He might not be my earliest reader but I can say that he’s one of the most loyal readers of My Conscience (Yeah, that’s the name of my babyblog). Actually, I know that I have quite a few silent readers. This guy isn’t considered silent anymore, but he decides to break the silence to another level when he got the chance to chat with me in private message yesterday. He told me that he visits my blog almost everyday. He asked me, “Do you believe that?” I was not surprised at all. I said, “I do.” I always suspected that it was his address that visits my blog everyday, a few times a day sometimes. So you know, this reader isn’t a stranger to my blog anymore. He also posted comments quite frequently. I don’t think he appreciates if you guys want to guess. Hahahaahahahahahaha. If you have anyone in mind, save it! *Lols.

I remember that he complained that I was not so generous about my details the last time he private messaged me. So yesterday, I actually let him have all the time in world to chat with me. Actually, I recalled that he did private messaged me months ago – that he wanted my YM or anything so that he could get to know me more. Because of my freaking policy, I wasn’t generous with all that. That time, he was not more than a new chatter to me, so did anyone say Ice Breaking with [256] is easy?

So yesterday, he actually caught me in the right timing when I could actually spend the time chatting without really having to chase the time. Actually he started the chat with apologizing that he didn’t drop any comment in my blog as of late. Doiii…why do you have to say sorry for that? Hahahaahahaha. You guys, stop making me feel like I was still that sulky daddy’s girl and, in her adult version; a reader has to say sorry for not dropping comment just to say, “[256], I’m still around. I still read your blog everyday. Please accept my apology because I couldn’t think clearly enough to write something in the comment box. ” Ouch?? Hahahahahahaahahahahahha. It’s like giving me a chocolate bar, coaxing me to not pulling a long face…Ohhh Don’t Sulk, ok? My goshh stop it!! Oh Nowww I’m laughing. Hahahahaahahahaha.

The most interesting part is that, slightly longer than 30 minutes on the clock, he actually said, 1 of his 5 wishes about me has been granted. I was like, “What??” He said that the 1 of the 5 wishes is to have a chat with me more than 30 minutes. Hahaahahahahahaaha. It was from 2.10 PM, according to him. (Sorry, I wasn’t the clock keeper in this case, ok? Hahahaahaha) Wow, isn’t that interesting? I already know the second and the third wishes, and the 4th one is predictable. But the 5th wish – I couldn’t guess. I hope it’s nothing funny, ok? Heheheehehehe.

Well, the second wish is already granted. It was a detail about me. I didn’t mind about it because I believe more than one person already know about it. But the 3rd wish is about being the 7th person to have it so you must earn it. You can guess what. Hehehehe.

Speaking of the first wish that I was generous enough to grant, he was asking for 30 minutes, he get 3 hours. How about that? Hahahahahahaha. I want to say thanks to him because spending more than 3 hours chatting wasn’t hard at all!! (but I must cut it into half if I really count his silent moment typing and thinking what to write Hahahahaa) In those hours, he got to tell me why he likes my blog and he made a little comparison of my blog with the other chatters’ blogs.

I must say that – he actually likes my blog for the BEST reasons I can ask for. He appreciates my writings the most that I could hope for. He understands and sees the value of my every writings. It’s from the chat with him that I realize even more than not every bloggers treat their blog the same way. Some bloggers write just for fun. They write the pieces they could and forget about it. I’m not like that, and he appreciates it. My blog is my passion. I told him that before we even have blogs, I already started writing and keep it in my pc even though nobody is reading. So you know why I was a bit excited when I finally have the right channel to share my writings with others. Isn’t this what Passion all about? It is for me. Maybe you guys have to go back to my post, “Do you feel my passion?” I think this reader feels it. Hehehehe. I bet he does.

I want to say that I really do appreciate it. You don’t know how rewarding it is to have one person says what you want to hear about your work. My work is everything to me. I don’t even care to be recognized. So if you can tell me you like my work, that’s enough. I don’t need to hear more compliments about the hands that do the work. I want you to come here for my blog and not for me! I’m just a 3-digit number so don’t bother about me. (Hahahaahahahahahahahahaha)

My point is simple. If you like something for the right reasons, you will have this rare experience of delight in your heart. Other people don’t have to agree with you to make you feel it. So in whatever part of life that you do it, it’s very rewarding to just appreciate the beauty of something in its most natural meaning and sense. Just let it be real.

Speaking of His 5 Wishes, I can’t promise I can grant all 5. Or I hope he doesn’t add more on the list of wishes coz that’s gonna be a quite a task for me to fulfill. Hahaahahahahahaahahahahaha.

Oh well, that’s interesting. You guys are fun, aren’t you? *giggles.

NOTE: 5 is quite humble, don’t you think? But that’s already 2 wishes more than what the Genie in the bottle would grant you. I’m playing the generous Genie here, oh yayy… *Lols

Unanswered SMS. Why?

I have this habit recently. Last Christmas, when the SMS started to come in wishing Merry Christmas and Happy New Year, I didn't feel like replying them. Strange enuff. I remember years ago being the person who was so excited composing a nice SMS so I could forward to all my friends. I remember that my intention was very good. I really wanted to wish them something nice for the special season. I remember that some of my goodfriends didn't reply. Ouch? What, they couldn't be that rude, right?

Who would have guessed that I finally become something like them. I didn't feel like replying all the SMS. Yes, I did reply, but only from 1 or 2 most closest people to me. I was trying to find the reason why I didn't feel like typing a reply just to say thanks and return them the same warm wishes. I mean, there's no way [256] could be that rude and heartless. But why I felt like I didn't do much wrong with not replying their SMS?

If you guys notice, most of the SMS people send on Christmas and New Year seasons are Forwarded SMS. Those SMS don't even have the name of the receiver or sender in it. They are simply being forwarded. I have this funny feeling that people received the SMS and thought of "sharing" it with others and simply forwarded it to all the people on the list where I happened to be in. They might be thinking that, hey why not share this, who knows they want to share it with someone else. Hahaahahahaahaha.

So, maybe because I thought so, I didn't care much about replying. Unless I know that I'm special to the people who sent me greeting, then I'll reply. I would appreciate it if the greeting to have my name as a receiver and the name of the sender. So I can feel that this SMS is meant for me. I mean, if I were right about them just forwarding the SMS without much thought, they would not care if they didn't receive a reply. Well, I know that's kinda rude. But it could make some sense. Now you see how time changes you, right? You tend to see things differently from the way you used to look at them.

But if you ask me, Yes, I am in good terms with the people even if I don't reply their SMS. Something funny happened yesterday. Who would have guessed that some people thought that I was having grudge against them for not replying? Hahaahahahahahaaha. It was among the funniest thoughts that could occur to me. If you guys know what's inside my mind, I have far more important things that are bothering my mind. I didn't have time to have, what do you call that again? A Grudge? (hehehehe) against anyone for the smallest matter. Let's say, if a customer didn't call me for months, do you think it's enough for me to feel bad about the person? Hell NO! Why should I? I have a lot of other things to think about. I don't keep myself busy why a customer doesn't call me back after so long? I mean, if A Boyfriend, yes I would be wondering why, but a customer? Since when that a customer is assigned to have that responsibility to report him/herself in? Hahaahahahahahahhaa. Funny right?

I have one customer like this. She can't handle it if I don't pick up her call or answer her SMS. The last time when she rang and I didn't pick up, it was only 1 call that I missed. And already she thought I was purposely not picking up her call. So she called using the office phone and then only I picked up. She thought that her theory was almost right because I suddenly picked up when an unknown office number appeared on the screen. Hahaahahahaha. The truth is, I didn't hear the sound of the phone ringing and I only saw the miscall record. I was too busy doing my things at the office. Did she think that all I did was sit there and look at the phone screen and let it ring when a person I dislike rang the phone? Oh come onnn!!! Hahahaahahhaa

It happened again during the New Year. She forwarded me a Merry Christmas wish, I replied it late. But still, I replied. Because I knew she always likes to make theories on whyI didn't reply. *giggles. And then, for the New Year, she SMS me on the afternoon of 1st January, which was a little too late for normal New Year greeting, but I didn't get to reply her. So a day after, which was yesterday, she came to my office without telling me first. "Ouch? Why did you inform me you are coming?" Can you guys believe that she wanted to come just to "make peace" with me? Hahahahaahahahahaha.

She did it again. After having long talks with me about the fun things, she finally handed me a box of chocolate when she was about to leave. I was funny because I knew it was about the Unanswered SMS. I forgot to tell you guys the other day when I didn't pick up her call and only picked up when she used an unknown office number, she actually came to my workplace, less than an hour and gave me pastries. I felt so funny inside. Heheheehehehehehehehehe.

I understand that she is so nice and she wants to keep good relationship with the people that she's comfortable with. She is one nice lady. But if she continues being this way, it will only do her more harm than good. If I do a study case on this, I am one example that if she thought that simply by an Unaswered call or SMS means that the person is having grudge against you, It's NOT always true.

From this, I finally understand to always take it easy on WHY sometimes people don't answer my SMS. Even my bestfriend, sometimes she only answers me a day after I sent an SMS. Sometimes she doesn't answer at all. I understand because she is very busy. I know because I finally know how it feels to be as busy as her. You open an SMS and you smile but you thought you want to reply it after you deal with something more urgent, but what happens is, you forgot to get back to the SMS. Or even a miscall.

Well, it's 2010 now. Sometimes we have to change our ways and the way we look at things to make this life less complicated. If we want to get mad because someone forgot to reply the SMS, before we know, our lives in 2010 would be full of worries, anxiety, suspicion, hard feelings and so on. I mean, at least, keep the small things small. We have better things to do. We just forgive them if they forgot, don't jump into conclusions especially when you don't do anything wrong. People will appreciate you even if you are not an angel. And that doesn't change even if they forget to answer your SMS or return your call. Maybe they are just too busy. Loosen up people. It's time for more serious matters okay? :)

Muahsss... *giggles

Predictions...Predictions...

It almost feels like a sin being silent after New Year. Whatever happens to that 3-digit numbers. *Lols. I saw this prediction on the last day of last year. It is for my zodiac prediction for 2010. Well... since that it has quite a lot of positive elements, I actually care enough to put it in my blog. Hehehehe. I mean, if you ask me if I believe in predictions, I don't mind getting good predictions, cos I would want to believe it to be true. As for bad predictions, bad news from me. I don't punish myself that easily. As long as I'm still breathing, I have the power to make things happen. If the bad things still gonna happen anyway, heaven knows. "I'll cross the bridge when I come to it."

As far as Zodiac prediction is concerned, most people say that there are two categories. Whether or not the prediction will suit you well, or totally the opposite. Some Cancerians are not that sensitive as what the Zodiac characteristics always say. So, you can say that if you are a Cancer and not sensitive, you belong to the other category. As for me, the dominant characters for Cancerians represent myself very well. So I actually have the reasons to smile for any good predictions...or at least, see it as a good motivator to make those predictions come true. Hehehe

Here's what I pasted from the site.

One thing that all Crabs (astrological Cancers or the seafood type of crab) know deep in their hearts is that someone, somewhere out there knows how great it would be to bust them wide open and eat them with melted butter. The big news for you this year, Cancer, is that Pluto has moved into your Seventh House, which rules marriage, partnerships and close relationships. This means that someone may very well be cracking your heart open in the next year.

256: SOMEONE MAYBE CRACKING MY HEART OPEN? WOWWW... *Lols... WHO?

Cancer has a bit of a reputation for enjoying doom and gloom. You don't. You just seem to get more than your fair share of it. It must be that thick shell of yours. Everyone assumes you can just take it.

256: THICK SHELL? YEAH...I THINK I NEED IT! ACTUALLY, THICKER SHELL MORE LIKE IT!! Hehehe

The good news is that you earned that reputation because you can take it, and more. And often, your greatest moments come when you have overcome the greatest obstacles. Thankfully, the roadblocks you face in 2010 won't be that devastating, but they'll certainly give you an opportunity to shine. New support and new energy will be entering your life from unexpected and overlooked people and things, and you'll be able to soar above it all!

256: THIS PARAGRAPH SEEMS TO BE GOING AT THE RIGHT DIRECTION WITH MY SITUATION NOW. THE ROAD IS BUMPY IN FRONT OF ME NOW, BUT I ALWAYS SEE THE LIGHTS TO GUIDE ME THROUGH. I KNOW THAT IF I CAN MANAGE TO GO THROUGH IT, IT WILL BE VERY REWARDING!

But then...

EVERYTHING IS STILL UP TO ME, RIGHT?

The conclusion is...Predictions will remain predictions. It's our hands that will spell the result. Let's make it big this year, guys.