Photo Day 31

Finally I make myself present at KDCA Penampang for Kaamatan for the first time! I usually dislike the idea of a large crowd and been avoiding it forever.  This time it's just so special cos I found the courage to go there and see for myself how wonderful the celebration is. That crowd is made of "our peoples" so it's a healthy view. That togetherness, I'm quite surprised cos I don't see it everywhere else. The urban KDMR actually want to preserve their heritage and they honour this day to be the day where they indulge in that. Despite all the horror story of robbery and others, people still flock to come and be there. I'm so proud of you guys. So this picture was taken by me, well I had to zoom to get this view. I was pointing at the Unduk Ngadau from Papar. She got the second place! Congrats! I also bought the ethnic shirt sold at the entrance of the hall to mark this day and that song Iziau Unduk Ngadauku by Andy Ongkino will surely remind me of this day since it's this year's theme for Unduk Ngadau state level. It's a Happy Day. 

Note: I will end my month-long photo challenge with this post. Thanks for bearing with me. Bye2 May, Hello June!

Photo Day 30

For someone who has the "poor people skin", I don't believe in expensive products cos I've tried a few and didn't work on me. So why waste more money on them? But today when Guardian gives 40% discount, I pick one considered expensive product (RM60 plus, I forgot the price) just in case my skin has now changed. In other words I will not buy it if it's not on discount. LOLS. If it works, I swear I will buy it even without the discount. So lets see. Hehe

Photo Day 29

Powerbank "bertuah" cos it never does its job. LOLS. I never needed powerbank for a long time cos I think it will wear down the battery life but I still bought one before our trip to Kundasang. And managed to charge my phone full the first 2 times and thats it. During the Kundasang trip, it failed me but the few added battery percentage still helped but it should do more. But it works with phones with lower spec. Darn. Now it's left aside, only used when I needed the torch that comes with it. Betul2 bertuah punya powerbank. Hahahaha

Photo Day 28

This dress gold lace is supposed to be inspired by traditional costume of Kadazan Papar but it's still half done until today. Maybe because I have not found the need to wear it yet. Question is when will it be ready to wear? Hahahaha. Glad that the gold lace still looks new when it is there since a few years ago. Whenever it's Kaamatan I will be reminded about this unfinished dress. Hehe

Photo Day 27

I have a thing for instant noodle. It's not really food for the broke, for me. Cos sometimes when I can eat anything I want, I still want to eat instant noodle because I miss the simplicity, I miss the variety of taste and usually I stop eating when the I finish the noodle. The soup is there just to wet the noodle but usually it's not really the soup I'm after. So that's my dinner tonite. Hehe. 

Photo Day 26

Pink is not a common colour in my closet. This is one of them that I still keep because I just love its style. Question is I wonder when will I wear it again. Hehe

Photo Day 25

My main breakfast this morning bought it at the Tamu. Do you believe that this Nasi Lemak will lose its good taste when it's not served in daun pisang? Cos I've tried it buying this from the same seller but in the tapau, suddenly it's not even tasty. So now you know the role of the daun pisang. Hehe

Photo Day 24

...I always order Mee Basah because I know it's gonna be delicious anyway without craving. Thanks to my sister for the dinner treat. Hehe

Photo Day 23

Remember the New Year Jar mission people have been posting on FB? It's like writing down in a piece of paper anything good that happens everyday and put it in a jar and open them on New Year Eve. I decided to be more coordinated by writing them in a diary instead but I only have a small box to write things everyday so it's fair. So far I'm doing okay with one or two empty boxes. I'm quite lazy actually but I want to do it! I feel that life is full of awesomeness I don't want to let them go. I need to write them down. Who knows one day they will help me remember my blessings :)) Note: The texts are blurred to avoid your bionic eyes from reading anything...LOLS

Photo Day 22

Believe it or not, I still keep the cute bottles from the first perfume gift of Escada limited edition that I received from a guyfriend. It has about 6 different bottles with different fragrances. I don't like some of them but I don't throw them away. Proof? That picture. I received that gift when I was still in uni. I think the first considered expensive gift that I received from anyone. Maybe lah. *Amnesia mode. LOLS

Photo Day 21

My customer belanja me again. You know what? Usually orang2 yang berat bebanan hidup yang lebih pemurah. Dorang masih buli pikir mau bagi sia makanan macam2 sedangkan baru ja kami lepas bercakap pasal kepayahan hidup dorang sehari-hari. Sudahlah dorang puasa, and then maybe dorang mau lebih pahala di bulan Ramadan ni so dorang "bersedekah" la sama sia yang tidak puasa ni, macam sia rasa bersalah dan tidak layak dibelanja. Bagus betul dorang kan. Kalau sia fikir balik2, well, maybe ada juga masa yang sia nda berkira sama dorang, mau tolong kasi senang kerja dorang dan sebagainya, but sia betul2 tidak anggap itu hutang dorang sama sia. Sia anggap selesai tu hal pada masa kejadian. But kalau sia mau cari apa2 reason why, itu ja yg sia terfikir. Benda2 lain sia tidak layak sama sekali untuk dibelanja. Anyway thank you ah. Macam sia kena kasi emas ja everytime sia kena belanja oleh orang yang sia tidak sangka2. Cos sia ni bukan jenis suka minta2 orang belanja tapi sia pun bukan jenis yang suka belanja orang. Tu la sia sakap sia nda layak dibelanja. Tau takpe. Hahahahaha

Photo Day 20

I got this as a free gift from the computer shop after buying something. From the illustration, you should put this around your neck. Whatt? Hahahaha. I will not choke myself with this just to have something to hold my phone. LOLS. Anyway thanks for the free gift. I definitely will not spend RM25 on it. But still, thanks. Hehe. I already have a clip phone holder to do that job for me. No choking involved. LOLS.

"Jodoh Jatuh Dari Langit"

LOLS. Whatta title. It reminds me of some Malay drama that sounds alike. Something like Suamiku Jatuh Dari Langit. Okay, lets start. (I'm gonna be spontaneous like always)

I know this kakak for a few years. She has been a divorcee for a almost 8 years. Sia pernah nampak dia susah, dia senang, dan sudah beberapa kali dia nangis depan sia when dia ada problem. One thing for sure, she really wants to get married again. Dia ni nda susah dapat boyfriend. In fact sekali tu, she was seeing 4 different men at the same time. Cos dia suka join tu social app macam Wechat, Michat la, lain lagi di FB. So semua orang tau dia memang berniat mau cari jodoh. Tapi boyfriend2 dia tu semua ada masalah masing2 sampaikan hubungan dorang belum sempat sampai kahwin. So si kakak ni actually sudah muak, sudah bosan dan kecewa sama lelaki - belum masuk lagi kalau dia ceta pasal ex-husband dia yang memang cheat dia kaw2. Kalau dengar ceta dia, actually kagum juga la dia masih belum give up bab2 jodoh ni. Tapi sometimes terfikir juga, adakah dia buli main tangkap muat ja asalkan dia dapat jodoh? Apa actually purpose seorang perempuan untuk berkahwin? Adakah memadai kalau asal ada satu lelaki yg sain surat nikah? Is it enough?

So, setelah begitu lama mencari, akhirnya satu peristiwa berlaku. One day, ada seorang lelaki (a Haji) datang tempat kerja dia, dan buka bicara, tup tup, bawa dia kawin! Dia siap kasi keluar cincin lagi sebagai tanda. Dia plan mau nikah Raya Haji tahun ni. Si kakak ni tergamam, sebab dat guy cakap seolah2 dia sudah plan semua, sedangkan si kakak baru first time nampak dia hari tu. Dat guy much older, about 15 tahun lagi tua dari dat kakak, but nampak alim and most importantly, he offers something yg selama ni dia cari, iaitu Marriage. Betul2 macam Jodoh jatuh dari langit gedebuk di depan dia. Hahahahaa. Actually si kakak tau sepa yang kenalkan dorang, itupun sekadar gurauan ja dia minta sorang bilal tu tolong carikan jodoh. So maybe bilal tu bagitau sorang haji tu yg kebetulan mencari pengganti bini yg sudah pegi. So haji tu nda buang masa. Maybe dia pun teda masa mau bikin macam style budak2, mau mengurat, mau mengayat lama2. Straight away dia terus bawa kawin masa first time jumpa. Uinaa, what do you think? Masuk akal ka juga? Hahahahaha

So si kakak ni masih dalam keadaan nda pecaya (after a week benda tu berlaku). But si kakak concerned yang haji tu teda duit pencen, at the same time dia ada ramai anak dan ramai cucu. Dia pun cuma guna motosikal, terpikir juga si kakak macamana nasib dia lepas kawin. Sedangkan si kakak tu ada kereta walaupun kereta lama, dan rumah dia tuntut dari ex husband. In fact, life dia tahun ni baru ja jadi semakin baik selepas 2 anak bujang dia sudah dapat kerja. Sia buli nampak dia happier ni tahun dan baru mau merasa senang. Masa ni pula tiba2 ada jodoh jatuh dari langit. Which is her impian. Sekali imbas macam impian dia muncul pada saat yang betul. Or maybe not?

So she asked me dat day, Kalau kau jadi sia, apa kau akan buat? Sia straight away cakap, "Kalau sia jadi kakak, dalam situasi ada lelaki sia nda kenal tiba2 bawa kawin, then I'd ask him, "Apa sia akan dapat kalau sia kawin sama kau?" Straight forward ja la kan lagi senang? Hahahahahahaha. Ala kak, salah urang kakak tanya ni. Hehehe. Actually, all the concerns yang si kakak rasa tu berkaitan sama materials. Dia risau juga dia gagal ujian materialistik. LOLS. Ya la mana la tau tu haji actually jutawan senyap yang cuma mau uji dia. But again, I stick with my answer. Mimang itulah soalan utama sia. Sebab definitely dorang dua belum kenal each other secara dekat, and definitely too early to have real feelings, so it's still okay to be "heartless". Heartless yang realistic. Lain zaman, lain style dia. Kalau dulu2 time teenagers buli la kau masih blur2 apa yang kau cari dalam pasangan kau. But dalam umuran yg matang gitu, ndakan kau masih blur kan?

I just gave the kakak the situation. After kawin sama dis guy kan, you think he can take care of your keperluan especially pengangkutan pergi balik kerja, kos2 bulanan like hutang2 and tunggakan2 yang mau dijelaskan setiap bulan. Jangan pula lepas kawin nanti, sama juga orang lain yg hantar pegi balik kerja (cos tu kakak nda berapa berani bawa kereta dia sampai bandar sebab tu keta ada problem sikit and ada ni abang sepupu dia yg selalu tolong hantar dia dan anak dia balik rumah dari kerja). So I just imagine apa macam life tu kakak selepas dia kawin sama ni lelaki yg dia belum kenal. And dengan kakak tu yg sudah biasa hidup macam orang bujang, dia pun biasa lepak sama kawan2, jalan2 sama kawan2 dan bukan berperap ja di rumah. Sekali imbas, macam hubungan tu lebih banyak bawa faedah kepada lelaki tu ja setakat ni. And tu lelaki asyik bercakap pasal perancangan dia (walaupun sekali ja jumpa) and you know what, he fails to do something. Dia tidak pernah tanya sama ada tu kakak setuju atau tidak dengan semua rancangan dia. Dia main redah ja dan assume tu kakak ikut ja semua. Nda sandi ka tu? Hahahahahaha. 

You know, after a few days, walaupun baru sekali jumpa tu, lelaki tu selalu call (dia tidak main taip2 wasap tu semua) and panggil dia sayang. Tu kakak rasa "geli" pula. Hahahahaha. Cos she said semua berlaku terlampau cepat sampai dia nda sempat fikir. Dia ndatau apa feeling dia sama tu lelaki sebab dia belum kenal tu org. Befikir juga dia, what makes tu lelaki so sure yang he can accept her flaws? Sebab the kakak ada temper yang buli tahan juga. Buli kah "main nikah2 ja dulu" and then baru deal with lain2 hal belakang hari? Hahahaha. 

Ok actually sia ada point di sini. Selepas kita dengar dan nampak kegagalan rumah tangga di sana sini, kita sudah buli conclude yang marriage tu bukan satu jaminan kebahagiaan. Depends apa matlamat kau dalam hidup. To have someone by your side regardless what condition, or kau lebih pentingkan kebahagiaan diri kau. Lain orang, lain permintaan dalam life ni. Tiada siapa yang betul atau salah. But one thing for sure, kesusahan hidup tu satu kekangan besar dalam life kita. Kita tau cinta tidak buli bayar bill. Cinta itu tidak kekal. So atas understanding ni semua la, sia boleh terfikir soalan "Apa sia akan dapat kalau sia kawin sama kau" In fact berapa banyak rumahtangga di luar sana bukan bertahan pasal cinta cintun tu semua. It's more about kepentingan and tanggungjawab. And speaking of materialistic, sia sendiri pun bukan kategori materialistic TAPI sia masih akan tanya soalan tu (kalau sia di tempat si kakak) sebab hari2 kita pi kerja adalah untuk perbaiki kehidupan kan? So kita semua mau KEHIDUPAN YG LEBIH BAIK. Sanggup kita redah panas dan hujan untuk mencari kehidupan yg lebih baik tu. Itu perjuangan kita sehari-hari. Agree? Jadi apa point satu marriage tu kalau BUKAN jadikan hidup kita lebih baik dari dulu. Kau imagine la selama kau single, kau punya susah payah tu macamana. Imagine kau daki satu bukit yg tinggi. Kau sudah pernah tergelincir, tersandung, terlicin, tapi kau tetap teruskan pendakian. Tiba2 ada satu batu yang kau jumpa, sama ada batu tu kasi gulik kau balik pi bawah atau batu tu boleh anjakkan kau pi atas. Anggap la batu itu adalah marriage. Kalau kau tau batu tu akan kasi gulik kau pi bawah, kau mau ka berpaut sama tu batu?

So I'm sure si kakak masih berdilema ni sekarang. Everyday when dia jumpa sia, sia akan tanya dia, So apa macam sudah sekarang? Actually, sia punya suggestion sama dia adalah cari satu masa untuk cakap heart to heart, face to face sama dat guy. Sebab selama ni tu lelaki nda kasi chance dia bercakap. Let the guy hear her first and di sana la dia cakap terus terang apa pandangan dia sama hubungan yg instant tu. Kalau tu lelaki betul2 bersungguh, tengok la respond dia macamana. Kalau setakat INFATUATION tu,  cepat datang cepat juga hilang. Rasanya kena give time sikit before cakap pasal kawin ni. Not just for the lady, for the guy pun sama. Cos once you agree kawan sama dat lady, life bukan sama macam zaman menduda tu. One more thing, mungkin kau buli jumpa beberapa kerat, but majority perempuan zaman sekarang tidak expect lelaki setakat cuci kaki cuci tangan masuk dalam life dia. Sebab kalau kau jumpa pun golongan yang sekerat dua ni, nda  juga bagus dia end up maki kau di KRTB di FB tu kan? Hahahaha.

So just when you thought itu yg kau mau selama ni, tiba2 benda tu jatuh dari langit, adakah kau bersedia untuk sambut? Hahahaha. So inilah cerita menarik kawan sia. Soon we will know. Sebagai kawan yang paham kesusahan hidup dia, sia mau juga dia lebih happy. So we'll wait and see. Will update you guys. Hehe

Photo Day 19

The weather is good, sunny but still moderate. Why not a second brunch, right? Hehe. These blackpepper meatballs at Kak Kiah were awesome to my taste. 4 meatballs and a scoop of mashed potato with blackpepper gravy, I enjoyed every bite. Totally worth my RM5.50. Hehe

Photo Day 18

I'm particular about my phone. I don't just put any boring wallpaper. I want something that can bring some ideas. Something that has curiosity and uniqueness. But this one is just temporary. As you can already guess. Hahahaa

Photo Day 17

I like to wear something different when I go on a trip, so hats come in handy but only when it's sunny. This is the latest one I bought.

Photo Day 16

That's my new phone. I know it's blurry but what makes you think I don't purposely do that? LOLS. It just arrived today but I still love my old phone so much but it can't take anymore heavy work from me. Plus, I want to explore possibility of all the more latest choices. You know what I usually like? I usually want to catch the hidden gem when everyone busy talking about the diamonds. I mean usually they will have diamond and glass to compare, but I will find one gem among the pieces of glass. To me that's my personal accomplishment. How do I do it? I will look among the "struggling innovaters". They are the one who don't sit on top, but they work harder to earn their market share. They usually offer the best value of work. I love that. I love to be a smart customer. I won't pay more for brands. Cos to me, to be a smart customer is a challenge. You need to get the biggest value for the money you spend. Cos if you spend a lot on something that people say good, that's just easy to do. What's not easy is pick one with much more values than what you pay for. That's so my thingy. 

Photo Day 15

My chopsticks skill is considered poor but when I saw my friend could not even eat fried mee with them, ah, I'm slightly better than that. Hehe. This skill is not important but I would like to be able to eat anything using chopsticks. Well, this was my breakfast this morning from Fook Yuen cost me RM12.80. All lauk and no noodles or rice. At least I could practice my chopsticks skill a bit. I would like to practice more. Ah, my next maggi session, lets do that. Hehehe 

Photo Day 14

...on my dad's birthday last year. Funny thing is this pic was the proof that the cake arrived in one piece. Cos the moment it reached home, it was deformed. Hehe. How could I forget this red little cake.

The Law Of Sowing and Reaping That One Fine Day

Some time last year, I talked to a guy friend about my few wishes. The reason why I talked to him, cos he understood my field, he knows the struggles. He is the reading and research kind of person so it's just not hard for him to understand. Guess what, after hearing me, although I said it with little thought thinking that it was beyond my reach, he actually spoke of this law. We heard of Law of Attraction. And then he suddenly mentioned, the Law of Sowing and Reaping. To me, it was related to Law of Attraction. Cos it's still using THE MIND as the master. This is my simplified definition from my own understanding.

These Laws that we heard them motivational speakers always emphasize on, are always about the Power of your mind. We have this special area in our brain that is called Subconscious mind or some refer it as Superconscious mind - That will react to whatever thoughts you feed it. So these laws believe that you must plant it in your mind your heart desire, and the universe will conspire to attract all the elements that we help you get them. So the Law of Sowing and Reaping is about planting POSITIVE THOUGHTS in reaching your goal. The key is YOU MUST BELIEVE  THAT YOU CAN ACHIEVE IT. Hey, I am a believer. Why? Because the enlightened knowledge about Laws and Human mind was the stuff I was feeding my mind during my difficult time. I remember going to the library and went to the motivation section and I got so fired up reading how much power my mind has. That was the lowest time of my life when nothing worked in my life that time. So the laws are nothing new to me but I don't really talk about them often. Or even use them. And I never really thanked the laws for anything. I always thank God but then, what if God sends this wisdom to give humans a hope?

My friend said, Plant it in your mind, think about it everyday, soon it will come true. I didn't think he was joking but that time it was just way too difficult. I needed to go thru a lot of procedures, and then I have my constraints. I always thought that even if it were gonna happen, it would be long from now. So okay, that was last year. Do you know that recently, those wishes of mine did come true? YES, SERIOUSLY. I really can't explain this because even if I tried to analyze it, it was really really not the act of our hands. I saw it with my own eyes, how the elements of the universe were conspiring. So that how it looked like. Even the stuff you blocked with a brick wall, that brick wall will disappear - cos IT'S JUST GONNA HAPPEN and nothing and nothing will stop it. Now I understand even more about - THE WILL OF GOD. Sangat2 powerful, guys. Yang tiada jalan, akan tersergam jalan yang cukup elok untuk kau lalu. Actually sia masih nda pecaya, masih speechless, dan kalau lah sia ni belum cukup makan garam, maybe sia masih terapung di awangan. Sometimes sia balik2 kasi geleng kepala sia supaya bangun dari tidur. Mimpi ka ni ah? No it's not mimpi. So when I told that friend, dia pun amazed yang tidak terkata. But sia yang brought up about The Law of Sowing and Reaping yang we talked about last year. So apa exactly yang sia bikin?

Yang sia confirm, sia bikin ni satu benda ja. I didn't give up. Sia jatuh kejap ja and then sia bangun balik, sebab semangat tu sentiasa ada di sana. Dan sakit juga la melalui tahun2 yang sukar tu. Tapi masa tu, I just knew "One day I'm gonna miss this moment." Banyak2 benda yang sia tulis di blog sia ni kan, actually ada terselit suka duka sia di sana. Sia pernah cakap sama diri sia, yang what if God wants you to give Him some reason, why He should give you what you want. Mungkin dia mau tinguk kau betul2 mau ka nda. Kau bertahan ka kalau kau susah. Mungkin setakat tu sia dapat lalui. Sia punya kesyukuran ni sampai teda sepa yang nampak, sebab sia nda mampu mau cakap. Tapi sia punya Faith sama kuasa Tuhan tu tidak boleh disangkal lagi. Jadi bila sia keinginan sia dipenuhi, sia tidaklah jadi macam budak2 dapat lolipop. Sia relax dan cool ja dan teruskan kerja sia. Biar God ja tau camana gratefulnya sia. Aiii, si cengeng ni. Mula la sia mau nangis. Mimang bah kalau cengeng. Hahahahaha.

So, how about you? Lets achieve more from here! Jangan cakap mustahil. Biarlah hidup tu macam tangga. Jangan terus2 mau di atas. Best bah proses struggling tu. Bestttt sangat2. Bah semua kita teruskan perjuangan masing2. One thing, BERSYUKUR LAH atas semua benda. Di sana kau akan dapat banyakkk dan banyakkk lagi untuk disyukuri. Alleluia Puji Tuhan!

Photo Day 13

I remember that time I redeemed the free McChicken burger from the McD apps. Not a new picture but I'm just too sleepy right now, luckily I have some random pics in my lappy. I will use them during desperate times like this. Hehehe

Photo Day 12

One of their menus of Ramadan promos, just RM7 per meal. Funny thing was we went there before they were opened. We insisted to sit there because we needed the aircond because of too much heat outside, and they let us. Anyway I wished I ordered something else from the menu. Hehe. We had our Mom's Day celebration dinner at a seafood restaurant but looks like I won't post any picture from there :P

Photo Day 11

... kuih siput juga la yang sia cari. You guys know why? Sebab kuih raya biasanya manis2 and sia ni biarpun peminum manis juga tapi sia cuma makan untuk test2 ja sebab manis tu akan buat lidah kita cepat muak. So alkisahnya, customer sia ni sahut cabaran dengan membikin kuih siput walaupun teda dalam list biskut dia. Guess what, kuih siput giant dia ni LULUS cemerlang. I likeee...hehe 

Photo Day 10

Photo Day 9

I'm used to heavy breakfast. This morning I bought my breakie at Fook Yuen at almost RM13. Their winning point is just my fav Nescafe but even that they failed me this morning. It was way too milky. The noodles, I couldn't even eat half cos their taste was below good. The only tasty thing was the fried dim sums next to the fishballs. Next time remind me to just straight away buy that one and forget about the rest of the foods there. I don't mind about the price but for a person who eats breakfast like a king, I expect something that can make me full, at least until when I start smelling the foods from bazaar Ramadhan. Hahahahaa

Photo Day 8

Once A Foe

Lets keep this simple. Long time ago, this friend did something bad behind my back. She betrayed me to my embarrassment. That was during college year. I hated her so much for that but I did not have the proof. Because of what she did, I was perceived wrongly by others. But I didn't get to punish her. I just thought she was so bad for doing it. You guys know what I thought that time?

It's Okay. Who knows one day you will come around and be the one who helps me. I will understand why I have to hate you first.

Ladies and gents, the day finally came. IT WAS TODAY. The elements of the universe have aligned that YES, IT HAPPENS. I just don't know how it can go a long way and happens this way. Without intention, she has come as a big help to me today, after so so many years. You get the percaturan? Sometimes benda2 yang unfortunate yg happen today, cerita tidak berakhir di sana. Dia akan tebus dengan sesuatu yg sepadan or even more. So are you prepared for the great surprises? God bijak kan? :)

Photo Day 7

This ceramic frame was a birthday gift from one of my close buddies, back in uni years. I can call it antique. I still have it displayed in my room. The funny thing is the photo inside it, not even my favourite. In fact it has a funny background. Hahahaha. I really don't remember why this picture ends up in the frame, yeah, of all the graduation photos that are nicer than this. But I'm gonna leave it there for now. Hahaha

Why did you do that?

Source: Google images

I have this irritation towards supermarkets or restaurants, but especially at the supermarkets - when they are busy cleaning the floor where customers are all around. I really loathe seeing that because the place is for people to shop for groceries, that's how they get the income to pay the workers, so don't tell me customers are nuisance when they are moving around, and get the floor dirty and you start mopping like you have all the time and space in the world, and you get annoyed when customers walk on the wet floor. I had one earlier. Maybe it was my mistake because I didn't see it. But then since it's a supermarket where you expect people to come, so we come to shop. We take stuff to the counter, pay and leave. That's what we do in the supermarket. You don't make us responsible to be aware of "the extras" such as hey, you should avoid this area, we are waiting for it to dry, can't you see? It was a mistake I did only once from what I can remember. I heard the cleaner mumbling. Mind you, I'm the type of person who apologizes to the cleaner when I have to walk on the wet floor, but I walk with caution, I will walk on the edge where it's less visible if I were to leave any shoe prints. So I'm not the inconsiderate type. I'm not thoughtless and heartless. But in spite of that, I'm still annoyed when they let the staff do the cleaning when I'm trying to move around the supermarket. They do it like they are the ones who should be given priority, we should wait and avoid the area. And it's our fault if we disturb them. It's our fault when they don't have enough space to move their equipment. 

About weeks ago, I came across the staff cleaning the lane using the wide sweeper. I saw all the dusts together as he moved the sweeper. The lane was already just enough for two persons to walk from different directions. It's not time for you to conveniently sweep dusts and use all the space you want. Guess what, I avoided that lane, and when I saw that guy at least thrice, taking the accumulating dust with the sweeper, he didn't even try to stop. He expected that I stopped and let him keep sweeping from one end to the other. After seeing this for many times and said nothing, now I'm seriously very pissed to keep seeing it again. We don't spend longer than half and hour looking for what to buy and yet we have to deal with that.

You want a solution? I give you solution. When cleaning is urgently needed, they should make it QUICK and do it EFFICIENTLY. Like take a small sweeper and a funnel, just sweep where the dusts or dirts obviously seen, and then if possible, avoid from being seen doing that by the customers. I mean, they should understand customers are "the paying guests" they should be treated well enough to at least shop comfortably. They must do it really fast so they will not cause any disturbance. We customers surely appreciate that.

You want to clean like you own the place? Sure! Do it before the door is opened to public or after it's closed to the public. You can clean and push your sweeper, mop it till the floor shine and let it all dry. That's your time, your space! Oh gosh, I know you guys think  I'm being too fussy but I really think they can do better than this. I don't shop everyday so I think they have enough time to do cleaning and still it happens in front of my eyes. Ok guys, just leave me nagging till tomorrow. I usually stop when I'm tired. Hahahaha.

:P

Note: I know the supervisor will tell me 256, we pay their salary to clean! If follow your time only they all goyang kaki loh. Hey, I don't say it's wrong to clean, but do it the proper way. Read that part again!

Photo Day 6

I bought this clock less than a year ago and put it at the living room. But then my dad claimed the clock was broken because it kept showing the wrong time. I mean, even after the battery was changed, it would still eventually slow down. So my dad declared it was a broken clock. I tried to save it by changing another battery, my dad thought I tried so hard for this clock. I like this clock because it has a vintage feel. So to avoid further embarrassment for this clock, I bought a new once and put it at the living room and took this disputable clock to my room instead. Guess what? The clock is working really well until now. Thats why I wonder why did it act up before. So, I guess, the clock is alive when it's near me. Manja punya clock. Hehe

Photo Day 5

Now I start to have my focus on other things. Now I understand what kept me away from blogging before. But I still want to do this May challenge, I don't want to call myself as the 5-day quitter. Hahaha. At least I have something to look at even if it's the most boring post of all time. Whatever is it inside my messy mind right now. Ok guys, see you tomorrow.

When Your Prayer Answered...

I talked to my sis in law just now. She went to this healing session organized by the church. She said she really needs physical healing for her severe skin allergy cos she's been suffering from it for quite long. So she had a few other people praying for her recovery. After she went back from it, she noticed some changes to her skin. Really. The rashes, instead of watery, is now dry. She told me " Betul juga pula kan?" Which means she was taken by surprise that the praying during the healing session actually worked. Then I recall years back when my dad went to religious program that also had the healing session in its schedule. My dad prayed for his knee pain. And surprisingly, when he came back, the pain was gone. No kidding. He was free of the pain for a long time. So again, what about you. When you pray, do you actually still testing God whether or not He could give you what you pray for? Why I think it's not the best reaction I can expect from people who are seen as the faithfuls. Why, do you actually doubt?

I have a few things in my prayers that I JUST KNEW that God gonna answer it ONE FINE DAY. I have no doubt about it. It's just the matter of timing. After many times that I experienced such amazement of His mercy, I stop doubting. Thats why when finally the time is right and it's happening, I'm don't react like Wow, this is just unbelievable! Cos I have long believed in it. God is just too powerful. His one second of mercy will answer all your prayers. 

And I realize that one of my big requests is finding its way to materialize. Really, when it's His will, even the deep jungle will clear a path just to make way for it. And that's why I'm not surprised. I just have that much faith that He can and He will. So guys, erase all your doubts. Never stop believing. Sooner or later, your wish is next.

Photo Day 4

Compared to Watson, Guardian is my favourite. Because it always gives better deals. I've been using Vit E SkinLabs for years now because it helps me with my problematic skin and it smells so good. The aloe vera just added to my current skin regime. I want to try products that are more expensive but my skin is not "rich skin" so I don't want to take the risk and waste money. I rather buy tasty foods. Hahahahaha

Photo Day 3

When my mom was in Taiwan last year, she whatsapped me telling me she bought me "3 begs", actually 2 of them are this type of purse. One is lovelier with Rose vintage print which I like but I decided to pass it to my sister in law and keep this one with cats on it. Cos if I pass this one to my her, she might never use it. Hehehe. The reason why my parents eager to buy me souvenirs cos they know I'm the type who know how to appreciate them. Yeah :)

Photo Day 2

I found these shoes by chance. They are the most durable shoes I've found so far. They have awesome shiny colours. I bought the first pair in Dec 2018. And then bought another one. And then bought another 4 pairs! I wear 3 pairs in rotation, and these 3 pairs in the photos are my brand new stocks. I should have enough to wear till 2020. Hahahaha. I hope they will produce shoes with higher heels, I don't mind to have more of this shoes family :))

Photo Day 1

One monopod not in the picture. It is white, same type with the blue white. I left it at the office. Yang paling latest sia beli, yg sia kasi stand tu. Tu considered canggih sikit dari yg lain. Yang hitam paling siring tu yg actually paling senang mau guna but I need alternative untuk yg buli berdiri so I bought different type. Ramai2 kaki selfie di luar tu, normal ka kumpul monopod? Macam nda kan? Hahahahaha. Yang camera tripod tu sia buli add tu phone holder. For your info, I don't have camera at the moment cos the last time my camera kena curi time break-in di office. I decided to let my phone do all the photo work supaya sia bawa only one gadget seja. Senang kerja kan :)