WHAT I WISH WOULD GO AWAY...

F E A R

The older I get, the more fears I have. I'm tired of it and I wish that all my fears could just disappear. NOW. 

The Butterfly Visit

Hi guys. Second post in 2017. 

I've done office makeover for so so many times. I can choose not to, but this year is just too special, I want to do something extra to welcome all the good lucks. Sounds superstitious, right? Hahaha. No, not really. Everything good comes from God, This is how I prepare. 

I have a visitor while the office makeover is still ongoing. A Butterfly. It's so rare to see a butterfly in that area. Of course from the old folks tale, seeing a butterfly visiting your place represents someone that will come to your life. It's often related to relationship. I actually saw the butterfly and took picture of it first and forgot about it, until when my 2 friends were around and they saw the butterfly again. One of them actually noticed the colour of the  butterfly and said, Look!The Butterfly is in your favourite colours! I saw some distinct black and yellow colour. But the excitement in my two friends distracted me. The funniest thing is when they say, Hey Butterfly, Ask your friend to come to my place too! I also want to get married lah! I burst out laughing. Like they are so sure the butterfly visit means that a life partner will come soon. LOLS, If only it's that simple, right? I mean, there's a half joke half truth. Nobody wants to believe in superstitions but once in the bluemoon, you just play along with it hoping that Who Knows, it might just get real this time. Still, who actually rely on superstition at this mature age? To me, it's still a delight to receive the butterfly visit during the office makeover. It adds more emotion to the -getting-a-new-air behind all the rearrangement. 

I feel good that I use my free time to make changes. My old ways won't get me anywhere. I need to work harder. To put plans into actions. I can't let all my creative ideas gone unattended. 2017, I have a big mission and I will do my best. I repeat my most popular thought.

I'm not meant to get things easily. I'm meant to earn and achieve my missions and goals through lessons, failures, bad decisions, bad mistakes - which I have accumulated a lot already. I'm here today because I survive them all. I believe that God is preparing me for bigger things. There is a reason why I have to go through all this, Most importantly, when the blessing comes, I want to be there to receive it. 

Thank you Lord for your guidance. Lets do this, guys!

Welcome, 2017!!

Happy New Year, guys!! Who among you feel that this is gonna be an awesome year? Come on! Not the cliche faking your positivity, Haha...But seriously, do you feel that there's something about 2017 that is so special. Guess what. I feel it! Other than the fact that 7 is my favourite single number, I just have a hunch that we gonna click and have good times together! Of course, this could just be my wishful thinking but I still gonna go ahead with my days, right. So Why Not? Why not go for it with a lot of good faith!

Guys, I'm here writing this without any expectation. I don't even expect to still have my readers around. I just want to continue writing because once a while when I get to visit this blog and read back my previous posts, I'm so delighted that I wrote all those. I have forgotten most of the feelings. What's left with me if I forget everything? At least I have some records of how I feel at the current situation. So thank God, 2017 feels easy for me to start writing again. I just want to get in touch back with some of the elements in my life, that is WRITING. Hope we gonna see each other more often this year. If you are reading this, Thank you! God bless all of you! Lets do it!